自己

已很久没有这么对自己强烈的不满与失望. 我好讨厌这种感觉. 它使我心情低落和质疑自己的才能. 我希望样样都精, 却事实偏偏相反. 是不是该换另一条路走呢? 不知道. 此刻疲惫的我无言以答, 也无心回答.

SBC Dramas Themevideos

Here are links to the themevideos on youtube. I came across them in the forum..and my...I cant believe I still get to watch a few of my fave local dramas again and to hear the wonderful themesongs. Must watch! I absolutely love them. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dr_6gYFHg-4&mode=related&search=

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wrK5dsXCEvI&mode=related&search=

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vUpnlqqbdQ&mode=related&search=

Crossroad?

Lately, I realize I am not the only one at the crossroad and I take comfort in this. Ok, rather, I realize that actually, a lot of people around me are feeling the same way. We ponder what life is all about, what our purpose is , what we want to achieve and how to seek our 'quest'. Some jovial and carefree friends are not what they seem on the surface. They are still 'searching' in their hearts, plagued by troubles. One more common trait - we are in the same age range. Haha. This makes me wonder. Is this some 'mid XX' crisis where one is prone to vulnerabilities and in perpetual search of his/her identity?