Decision Making

Dunno what I have been doing these days..seems like got no time at all manz. My dreams all seem to clash with one another due to timing conflict. I have deferred my volunteer duties for more than a year le..n now i m 'supposed' to continue with it. But it takes so much of my time and not to mention, I need to make sacrifices since my own work involves shift duties. But yet, I really wanna go for the volunteering and from the schedule, the training seems very useful and interesting. All this point to one factor - TIME. Should I defer again? But if I do so, I have to go through the process again and its v sianz manz. But if I dun and decide to go 4 it, then I think my degree of social activities is near to zero le and I will be totally drained. And i have other commitments too. Its a choice to be made. Arghhh...I think its time to go into a mini-retreat and give all these matters a serious thought..once again. Time allocation and prioritization. Vexed!