Dreams - the Possible and Impossible

As usual. I have mapped out what I hope and want to achieve. Ehh..Doesnt matter if I will carry them out in future since most of the time, I do not put into action but only into words, given my bo chup attitude in many areas, But at this moment, these are what I want, in words.

To overcome my phobia of

1) Driving and parking. Yes, seriously speaking my license is just sitting in my wallet, like a vase. It only serves its the other practical use whenever I use to to exchange for a visitor pass in certain restricted areas. I visualize myself driving the latest in-model car and travelling around the island effortlessly. No more cramming in trains and stations. No more lost time wasted. This will take years. Well, whenever I am at the driver's seat, my heart simply beats fast and I can't bring myself to drive.

2) Breakfall. Beginning to take a back seat from sparring. I have always loved to visualize myself as a martial arts expert throwing people and protecting others. hehe..like a heroine in the wuxia dramas. But reality is harsh. The one who gets thrown is me. How to protect others?!

3) Swimming. Almost got drowned once when learning swimming many many years ago. Since then, I dare not learn. Been cooking up excuses to 'siam' swimming lessons in JC.


What I want to learn:
1) Squash. For a very simple reason. Its an A.S sport. And I am an A.S person. Squash..you can play with friends. But its also a sport which you can play alone. No need to go through all the trouble to find kakis lor when u simply have the urge to play. Just like jogging. These days, people are all too busy.

2) Advanced Excel Skills. Very important for me. But I am damn lazy.

3) Cooking. Since home econs lessons in sec sch, I have never cooked any food, even rice. Ok..at most instant noodles lor. I have been telling myself I must learn how to cook since entering university. Till graduation ...then working...still havent started. Plain laziness. Must pull up my socks.

4) To speak Malay and Cantonese. Malay..we are living in multi-racial society. Not to forget, in my course of work, proficiency in Malay is an advantage. Cantonese..i luv HK dramas. :)


Working towards my dreams of going on vacation trips to my 6 desired countries before I reach a certain age. hehe.

And yes, I also hope to fulfill my dream of an overseas working stint in future, if possible. Hope to be stationed for a few years in foreign countries and gain more exposure cum experience, while I am still not that old and do not have any huge burden to carry.

K..end for now. Time to meet zhou gong liao...sweet dreams?:D